Posted on March 30, 2012
I dreamed we bought a new house, and I moved in with a lot of my AA friends. We were renovating the place. For some reason draco malfoy was finni’s bf and he lived with us… don’t quite remember what happened afterwards but it ended with the grand stage performance of opera/ballet calibur, after which the director started taking auditions for the next show. He was looking for a singer and I joined the lines. I think I imagined myself as having a unique voice, also I accompanied myself (I can’t do either of this irl lmfao) and the director was impressed. What I remembered the clearest tho was I played Cats in the Cradle by Chapin… cus of yugioh abridged LMFAO. I played in the style of rzewski’s people united and the kapustin I listened to last night, and it felt so good to play because for once the sound and progressions I envision in my mind didn’t get obstructed at the tips of my fingers because of my lack of practice and slow reactions, because I was… dreaming… LOL. I woke up wanting to write it down but immediately thought about how stupid it was because… it’s a weird song and it will take me forever ): and now it’s slowly merging into the rzewski in my head and becoming forgotten
Posted on March 27, 2012
I had a really long dream but I could only remember one part of it coherently. I dreamed that I was at my relative’s home in China with everyone from my dad’s side of the family. We were living in a big mansion like space near the top of a building, and the children were all playing a game along with some unknown strangers that was also with us (???). The strangers were beating the kids pretty badly because they were adults; I didn’t play the game because I didn’t want to and it looked stupid. I was secretly getting out every night helping a group of characters from FF build a huge machine to combat a psychotic queen who arrives every night in a magical carriage with a bunch of magical girls that were like upgraded versions of those from madoka or sailormoon.
I think I was lucid dreaming again in the same way that I didn’t know I can wake myself up, I just knew I could do whatever I want. After a while I got tired of those strangers and started teaching the kids that they could do whatever they want to, too. I told them how to get over their mental obstacle that this can’t possibly happen, and just will things to happen. They learned but they were still kids, they started figuring out that I kept leaving every day and wouldn’t leave me alone about doing this. In the end they all surrounded me on the roof. I was disappointed that my help turned out this way, left and never went back.
Posted on March 18, 2012
I dreamed that I went to a theme park somewhere far away of some sort for a vacation, after which I was supposed to meet up with a friend who lived in the area who would take me to some places around the area before I catch some train home for the evening. I rode the roller coaster and then met up with my friend on a train. She bought tickets for both of us and was going to take me 3-4 stops away to a mall because I saw some ad about these ultra cool new sunglasses and I told her I wanted to buy them… But since it was a train, 3-4 stops was actually really far and as we were riding along, she calculated that I wouldn’t be able to get back to the theme park in time to catch my ride home. In the end I decided to not go to the mall, and she took me to a brothel one stop before the mall instead….. LMFAO.
It was located in the middle of a lake so we had to get off the train and take a ferry. She bought us ferry tickets again and we were waiting for a boat but it just wouldn’t get here and everyone was complaining. I saw a guy that looked like young ajitae going into a nearby locker room acting really sketchy so I followed him with my friend. I guess I just… openly looked at his locker for suspicious things (which only had books in them anyway) and not even cared if he would mind lol. He then released the soul of the captain of the ferry to mess with us. My friend tried to catch the soul but it kept disappearing into the ground and into the walls. We had to run around to try to doge his surprise attacks too. After I watched her fruitless efforts for a while I told her to stop, and just decided that I would use my ~awesome powers~ which I never show anyone… I put my hands on the ground decided that it would drive out the spirit from hiding in the house, and it did.
After that ajitae left and the ferry boat returned. We got to the brothel and while the customers knew I was the one who made the ferry boat come back, they don’t know what I did but they didn’t care either. They customers were too busy being angry and impatient and bitching for poor service and all the time they wasted waiting. Apparently the ferry boat was something used to feed these huge half human half sharks in the lake to keep them not attacking the customers… and since it was late the sharks vowed to eat the customers that go on the ferry. This was after we got to the brothel though so when we got off, the people who were stuck at the brothel and want to go back to the mainland didn’t dare to go on and they were just nagging at me to make the sharks go away, in an ungrateful tone like “you were able to make the ferry come back right? Then why don’t you get rid of these sharks too? Yeah come on don’t make us wait, we already waited all day”. I didn’t like their attitude but amazingly I wasn’t annoyed or upset about it either… I guess probably the knowledge that if I don’t do anything, they’re pretty much fucked and that was itself some kind of revenge… I just pretended I didn’t hear them and got up the building, had my sexy time with a girl (apparently I was a dude? idek who I was) and then came back out.
I saw there were less customers on the docks now, and the remaining were just trying to be rid of these swimming shark fins in the water in terror. They probably already ate a few customers too LMAO… this time I went into the water and killed all of the sharks because, well, I had to get back. I didn’t take the ferry and just swam to the shore instead. When I got out of the water there were a bunch of anxious customers who were deeply grateful this time, a few of them trying to get to my good side. But I was pressed for time so I just met up with my friend again (she didn’t go to the brothel) and we took the train and left.
Posted on January 6, 2012
The first part of the dream was a dinner with our prime minister harper, it was kind of strange but at the table he was being a total stick in the ass (I don’t see him that way to justify it LOL). only I noticed it and everyone else was just unknowingly taking his underhanded aggression; I tried to stop him but it somehow I got injured badly and I was taken to a tall tower to be treated. While I was there the healers (not doctors) told me that I wasn’t supposed to be alive anyway, that I had lived in a mountain village with my parents, but one day the village was destroyed and my father was the only survivor, so he extracted our souls in order to resurrect an image of the village, like the yui tae arc of shin angyo onshi LOL.
In the end I ran away, and suddenly I was part of avatar. I was part of the main gang and I knew katara, sokka and toph well. Aang wasn’t there and also I had a name that I forgot after I woke up… we were hiding from zuko with katara, sokka and their mom. she was busy packing up supplies so we could run away, and sent sokka and me to find toph or something so we can all escape. on our way we saw zuko, he saw sokka and stopped us, then he told me that sokka is on the wanted list and asked me if i knew where everyone was so I guess he didn’t recognize me. I just pretended to not know about this predicament and told him sokka was off to find those friends, and zuko ran off chasing sokka while I ran back to the hideout and told katara and her mom to hurry the hell up. in the end because the old lady was being super asian about packing stuff, we lost time and got rounded up. toph and I were the last to be captured so we just acted like we’re retarded LMFAO;;; stumbling on the side so that the soldiers would let their guards down a little. when they got closer we both suddenly counterattacked and broke out, freed everyone and got away.
Posted on December 26, 2011
I had a teahouse dream in first person but I’m not sure who I was supposed to be. I saw linneus and maybe claret, and spent the rest of the time with Argent learning about her background. I woke up after the dream and it was so cool that Argent’s background and personality was so different from her appearance that I tried to remember it the best I could, but as usual I forgot all of it after lunch LOL.
Then I dreamed I was traveling in new york city, trying to get from point A to point B in their mess of a subway system. I had several metro cards (which I actually did have while I was in NYC) but for some reason I had to pay at almost every stop, and I was worried about running out of money on them. I was walking and switching and everything, looking for the E train with a lot of trouble. When I finally found it, some teenagers were messing around on the tracks. The train came and ran over all of them, then the train itself crashed into a wall because the tracks apparently led to a dead end??? so I had to try again to find another train or just leave the station, but even that was difficult; everywhere I see people and stairs but there was never an entrance or exit, nor can I find the way I came from originally.
Posted on December 1, 2011
I dreamed I was with a girl who was my bff but I don’t know who she was. She’s like almost as pale as a vampire and I don’t get to see her much. She always stays home and her family is insane. They moved in next to my place after the guy next to us moved out (apparently that was the guy that I was in love with for many years during high school even though he didn’t actually live next to me). I guess that’s how I first met her because I remember I asked her once if she played piano, which she answered no and said another family member does, and I explained to her I got interested because they played the same thing the guy played. I’m not sure how exactly we were supposed to be bffs if we barely see/talk to each other since her parents didn’t let her out at all. The dream had my first visit to her home and although the part of talking to her was cool, her servants were so subconsciously hostile to outsiders they almost killed me during my visit. Her home was like literally a haunted house and I had to be careful everywhere.
After the visit I left and on the lengthy way back home (even though I live right next to her????? I guess I was going somewhere else) I realized her family sent people to kill me because they had just realized I was such a good friend of hers. My pursuers were police or soldiers that were hired by the family and once we were out in some deserted place, they came out of nowhere and started shooting at me. I was with some traveling mercenary at the time for some reason so when they tried to kill me, he fought some of them off with his gun. I picked up one of the dropped guns from the dead bodies and killed the rest of them, then we fled to another town.
Somehow I ended up staying in the town though idk what I did for a living (if I did anything…) the town had a university in it and later my bff also went to that university, then graduated and went on to work in an office job in the police department. She didn’t know what happened, she just knew I was the murderer they were trying to find but she didn’t give my info out. Very few people know who I was anymore, but there were people who were still trying to kill me for reasons unbeknownst to me. Later I realized those were the friends/family of the soldiers that died while trying to kill me and they were trying to seek revenge (not sure how they knew who I was but no one else does…)
Once in a while I’d get surprise attacked by random people I didn’t know and I had got accustomed to it. One day I was walking down the street and a group of BLACK CHILDREN got off a car like they were waiting for me LOL IM SO RACIST… they mobbed me because I killed their parents. I couldn’t lose them so in the end I had to kill all of them. Another time this security woman who I became familair with since I pass by her station all the time walked up to me one day and tried to seduce me…… but she was also trying get my guards down and then kill me because her bf was one of the soldiers who died. In the end I also had to kill some old ladies and random innocent ppl who saw me kill these people who were seeking revenge. All this time my bff and her coworkers were trying to figure out who I was and where I was even though a lot of them would have seen me at least once already because I don’t actually conceal myself and everyone who knew my identity was already dead.
After a few more years everything died down and I didn’t get jumped anymore. One day I finally went to find my bff and told her to meet me at some secret place. But her coworkers found my note this time they knew we were somewhere and were looking all over for us. I metup with her for the first time in so many years and I told her ever murder I’ve committed and what happened for the past x years. She was like why didn’t you kill me or my family too because they were the ones that sent killers after me in the first place, and I was like you’re my bff I can’t do that… and you’ll be sad if your family is gone even though they were batshit insane LMFAO. Then we heard the rest of her coworkers finally getting close so I told her I’m leaving the town forever, then went to kill myself LOL…
If only I had the time to use my dreams and make tv series or novels I’d be rich
Posted on November 24, 2011
I think this was from last week; I dreamed I was at an outdoors convention (probably in nyc again… so many nyc dreams) and I was among strangers and people whom I am supposed to know but I don’t. I was selling stuff there and I kept forgetting to restock or kept putting up the wrong stuff for sale. There was a couple I was supposed to recognize but I don’t really have names to put on their faces. After a while suddenly, someone from down the street came up to the guy with his girlfriend’s severed head that was still bleeding from the neck. There was an awkward weird silence before everyone in the entire area freaked out and started running away. For some reason everyone knew that this was the doing of monsters that were about to come, and soon after the whole city was filled with them. They were godzilla sized dinosaur or animals like rhinos and chimps, and they were just stomping down the streets/rivers and killing, killing and eating everyone in sight. I was sort of just watching all of this; I wasn’t too concerned about it because I guess this was another one of those pseudo lucid dreams where I know I can do whatever I want, but I don’t realize I’m dreaming. Every time something gets a little too close I would just will myself away and continue watching.
Posted on November 4, 2011
I dreamed that I was at nyc with my mom, and somewhere down the line I found out my mom’s been contacting this guy and she was going to meet him at a bar. I kept asking her if that was ok/safe/etc and she telling me it was fine. He turned out to be a nice guy and we had dinner and some drinks at a bar, after a while I left to watch tv in the lounge or something because their conversation was losing me even though my mom was having a good time. When we left I discovered that the bill for the food was like $500 and he paid for it I’M NOT SURE WHAT TO THINK OF ALL THIS
Posted on October 28, 2011
I’ve regularly dreaming about traveling as I do nowadays after going everywhere; for some reason the airport I am at is always either just a Japanese airport or the narita airport specifically, which I’ve only landed at once to transfer for like… 3 hours. Everytime I’m there I’m either late, missing luggage, forgetting IDs or all of the above. But at least this time I wasn’t, and I was browsing their shop and came across a lot of nice BRS merch (??????????). I wanted to buy them but in the end I didn’t. Mid flight there were some major international travel limits being changed and our flights just nearly bypassed all of them and skipped being checked. I stayed at a spanish town for a while and toured around but I can’t remember the details very well, it was just a very gloomy day and some parts of the town I went around was either flooding or had just flooded.
I remember the next part the best because it was the last but also because it was pretty funny; my mom has been sick for the past few days (for real) so I dreamed that I made her some rice on the stove for her. When I came back later I saw our previous tenant’s little daughter (who was a nice sweet girl) eating the rice I made. I was like WTFFF WHAT ARE YOU DOING and she started making excuses, pretending she didn’t know, and then brushing it off as not big of a deal. I was really mad and I was dissing the hell out of her, even my mom was trying to get me to let it go. Throughout the whole argument as long as she kept denying or defending herself instead of admitting defeat and apologizing, I was just BENT on not letting her get away with it.
Posted on October 11, 2011
I dreamed that I was on a full plane with my entire family. But the plane had to do an emergency landing on a rural highway because of some war situation and the highway was not cleared at all. Somehow we landed in one piece, but I was alert the whole way and the moment the plane stopped I pulled out my seat belts and was like get off the plane!! because I didn’t know if the plane was damaged, and the plane was the target of attack so I didnt want to get blown up with it. I escort my grandma first and made sure my parents were following me and got off their emergency shoots.
Traffic was halted on both sides and everyone chilled in the grassy area off the sides of the road. But just as quickly we were forced back onto the plane (because some jets were coming to get us?) and the pilot turned the plane around (LOL IMPOSSIBLE) and started driving away on the highway LOL. As we near a large overpass we were fired at and everyone ducked; the cabin was filled with smoke so they told us to put on oxygen masks. It was unnecessarily complicated for some reason, I had to hold the mask over my mouth while having a hard time tying it behind my head, and also I had to stick these tubes into my nose (same with hospital patients) it’s like I can’t do it unless I have 4 hands LOL. But I did it and I looked over and my parents and grandma were all failing at it so I walked over to help them put on theirs too.
Then it was announced to us that the troops that are on ourside has come to help us. Amazingly both sides of the battle were americans and it was pretty much a civil war. They brought over some weirdass missiles that they fired at our plane and when it exploded, it turned into ice that covered the plane and contained the burning and damage. They advised us to take off as soon as possible and they will cover for us, and so the pilot did while we watched a group of fighter jets from the opposing force crash land nearby from a fight.
I don’t remember how we got away or when we got off but my family arrived at this old guy’s place. It was supposed to be someone we know but I didn’t know who he was. His place was like an abandoned junk yard and everything around it just screams of poverty, but we stayed there for food and at one point we were talking about the war and how now that the USA has a war on its own soil that China is secretly watching on and laughing at their misfortune, knowing that this would be the chance of the end of USA. He also mentioned that this is like payback for when the USA watched China war on with itself a few years ago and took advantage (but this never happened obv) In the end of the dream there was also bits about Russia being new cultural bffs with NK because of communism etc LOL. AND I WOKE UP HELLA TIRED I wish my brain would just pass out and rest instead of coming up with all this shit
What might’ve caused this: I watch mayday a lot so maybe that’s where the plane shit come from, but I have no idea where the war and politics bs came from LMAO
Posted on September 24, 2011
Yesterday night I dreamt about having to go to school again… I forgot a lot of it throughout the day but the one thing I remembered was we had a classroom discussion with like 20 other people after watching some videos of these horowitz performances of scriabin etudes that I had that i played while streaming last night. I heard it so clearly and exactly like my recordings lol… I loved the pieces but when the teacher asked for class opinions, most people described it as loud and annoying (which is sort of true if you don’t like the piece). Then the teacher asked me my opinion and I was like, well most people here already agreed it’s loud and obnoxious, but these are like some of my favourite pieces/performances ever so I don’t think you’ll agree on my opinions. Then the teacher was like I guess we have to ask someone with a music background and checked his attendance list as I was just laughing inside about the irony of this. He realized I was one of the only two so he asked my college roommate who was also in music who was also there for her opinion as well. I’m guessing my roommate in the dream didn’t like the piece, but she would agree that the performance was phenomenal (horowitz was the teacher of her teacher), as she answered “it depends on on if you’re asking me about my opinion of the composition or my opinion of this performance”.
I listened to it some more today and I guess it just doesn’t matter what horowitz plays, I’m not really listening to the composer’s pieces in the end as much as sitting there and getting to know this smart and fascinating man and being influenced by his emotions.
Posted on September 24, 2011
1 or 2 nights ago I had a dream where I was a pilot in training for the sr-71 blackbird? I don’t know why so specific but the only explanation would probably be my looking it up like… 6 years ago LMFAO AND NEVER AGAIN. Anyway I live with a bunch of other noobs at a camp for this I guess and we just fly them day in and day out to practice. One day I decided to practice a little longer so I flew pretty far away and used walls of really tall buildings in the city to practice some maneuvers. I didn’t really keep track of time and finally when I decided I should fly home, there was a thunderstorm and I had to detour a lot to avoid the storm. I eventually got lost and ended up in a city I’ve never been to after passing some mountain ranges LMAO and I got sooo tired I just passed out (why didn’t I crash lmao). after I woke up I was back at the camp safely and my tutor/friends informed me that I flew for 30 hours straight that’s why I got so tired and I was like whoaaaaa
Posted on September 19, 2011
I don’t remember how the dream started, but I was on a trip/vacation with a group of people from my music faculty days, but I don’t know any of them except for a guy who was being really really nice to me in the dream. We were traveling in the middle east for whatever reason and got on a train to Islamabad? But apparently we can’t read because the train was headed for another town of a similar name but is very remote and sketchy, and there were no more transit out of that town for a long time and even if there was, we couldn’t figure anything that’s written there anyway because nothing was in english and there was no english help since it’s such a small town. It was also rampant with terrorist shit and filled with army troops and police, checking everyone to see if they’re either infidels or invaders. We had to draw an american flag (why american? we’re canadian LMFAO) and show it at all times to show that we’re tourist civilians so they don’t shoot us dead at will. Then after a while we still got stopped and they asked me (I guess no one else can draw a fucking american flag) to redraw the flag the exact same way in order to prove that we did make that flag and we aren’t actually undercover intruders who stole another tourist group’s flag to conceal ourselves. It was so ridiculous I had to explain the flag’s strokes and concept to them to prove that I understand it… and none of it made sense either but they believed it.
We ended up touring the small town anyway and it was nice and foreign and not touristy, and somehow in the end we got out safely. Only I was left by the time we returned to a proper city; it was raining pretty hard and there was a public funeral service being held with a huge line of people waiting on the streets as I passed by. It was weird because a lot of them were smiling and laughing even though they were trying not to. I went to take shelter from the rain at a bus stop but something hit the glass there and it shattered?? LOL and then a car drove by and flipped over because it slid on a puddle. The woman got out without a scratch and just opened an umbrella and left, leaving the car there…
Feeling: ok?
Day before: I don’t even remember what I did
Posted on September 15, 2011
The dream started next to a building with construction racks and boxes all around it; an earthquake hit and the building was in danger of falling down and there were lots of people around it. one woman tried to use her telekenesis powers to keep the building from falling down, and to move things close to the building to stablize it. But apparently she was a noob because she wasn’t doing a very good job and as it turns out, my self important streak decided that I was pretty good at this and I helped her out. The logic somehow was the more disabled you are in terms of perception and probably cognitive abilities? the better you are at teleporting yourself and other things, because I guess what you see/hear wouldn’t hinder your focus and judgement, and especially if you’re autistic and just completely lack common sense/worries you’d be fucking amazing at it. In the dream I was blind but I don’t know how I saw everything… I also had a dagger with a white handle that I always pull out whenever I use my abilities even though it has no purpose whatsoever… lol
But after the incident I had to run away because this one guy keeps trying to either troll me or just plain get me in trouble. I remembered him to be a tall slender dude with light, thin and longish hair cut slightly below his ears. He doesn’t stand straight and is more like one of those sneaky but cowardly characters in a story. I remember he managed to get me in in trouble with authorities before but I think it was plain out of shallow vengeance or something so I didn’t bother confronting him about it and just get out of his immature way. At the time I was in a group with a supposedly very cute blonde girl and some other people I don’t remember, and for some reason we ended up befriending the guy and he joined us in our super special adventures.
I didn’t talk to my “friends” much, just like any other dream when I had peers but they got to be pretty cool with him even though I don’t remember him doing anything useful at all except just hanging around trying to please everybody. There were 4 or 5 more instances after that where I had used my abilities to solve some problems that other people around were not skilled enough to handle. The abilities were pretty much the same as portal because I just move things around or move myself around lol. I only remember one of the instances where this sea monster charged a laser beam at me and I moved out of the way the last second and redirected its laser beam to make it kill itself. Every time I remember pulling my dagger out but I never do anything with it.
After a while the cute blonde girl and the guy got together and he became pretty close with everyone else and although he tried to be friendly to me , I always thought he was sketchy. The others didn’t buy it but they didn’t have a problem with it either. Finally one day he asked if he could see my dagger and I just thought to myself wow, this guy is sure bad at this because after setting himself up to gain our trust for such a fucking long time, he foils it for himself. now I’ll know he want to get his hands on it and I’ll be even more careful; should’ve just stolen it without saying anything lmfao… We had a few more pleasant and fun trips where he didn’t do anything suspicious but at last in a park where everyone was playing on this huge vine covered playset tower idk how to describe it LOL ): they were jumping and swinging on the vines and told me to try, I was terrible at it and failed so embarrassingly and keep getting caught in knots and stuff. As I was freeing myself and everyone else was laughing at me (not in a mean way) I suddenly knew he was going to finally steal my dagger and woke up right before he did. I wanted to go back to sleep to see how it would continue but it was 2:30 pm HAHAH :D;;;;;;;
Feeling: nothing drastic and everything is under control
Day before: I don’t think anything I do irl could possibly contribute to such a detailed story like this, especially when it involves soooo much paranoia LOL but I was stressing my ass off fixing last minute problems on the art book and not really doing anything creative regardless
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Posted on September 9, 2011
The first half of the dream was we found this orca that was stuck up shore (fina and i were talking about orcas last night) and we were trying to save it, keeping it in water and finding places to release it back into the ocean. It was so cute and friendly but didn’t know what kind of deep shit it was in, so we were all worried for it LOL but in the end it was saved and happily returned to the ocean foreva
Then somehow I dreamed I was going back to china to live for a few years before returning to canada. I was high school age and had to go back to class. Met up with most of my elementary school classmates in my class (cus of how chinese education system works) but I was late so it was kind of weird and awkward to see them. I could barely read the chinese articles and I was worrying about the math classes coming up next because the west is soooo behind on that shit in school LOL… And I was half talking to my friends in mixed english + chinese but somehow they understood.
After class I went home (my home in china is now home of my relatives because of its good location) my relatives are there and I was sharing the place with them. Then they started complaining to me about how they want to buy the place from my dad, but my dad wouldn’t sell it to them for cheaper. The actual value of my place was $20k rmb per square meter but for some reason it was more like $50k per square meter in my dream, and in the dream they said my dad was trying to sell it to them for $10k per, and I was just thinking to myself about how greedy and selfish they were LOL… idk if that’s what I think of my relatives in actuality I hope not…
I was also struggling to stay awake in my dream because of timezone flip and just being really tired. Then I got woken up by my grandma and realized it was 3pm LOL HOW DID THAT HAPPEN I just slept tired for like 12 hours. totally dying
Feeling: worried in the school part, annoyed in the relative part, and tired in the staying up part XD
Day before: nothing WE JUST TALKED ABOUT ORCAS.
